So the information first, apparently the thing where you get an email, if that is how you subscribe too this craziness here is going away in July. why- I have no idea. There is a way to download the subscribers, I guess. I don't even know if I want to know how that even works. So if that is how you know I have posted, that apparently wont be the case anymore. I get the feeling google doesn't want to deal with blogger so much anymore.
I had this thought come to me yesterday, while I was dealing with some weird thing. Being an adult in life- it is like you are trying to hop from rock to rock in a raging river. Just when you get to the next rock and you see that you have made it, there is the next rock. You never can get very comfortable, there is always some wave in the river trying to get to you. I feel like that literally all the time. Retirement, boy weren't we lucky to get out when we did, but then there is health, and your friends and family with issues, and some indeed experiencing the end of life. All the things you think you will learn and do, and so many other things get in the way. Most of them happen in your own head.
Hop, whew made it to the next rock. Oh dang it, I cant stay on this rock- I'm going to try to make it to the next one. Oh yay, safe. Oh wait nope. How to get to the next one. Maybe this rock will be better. but it sort of never is.
Nothing drastic is happening to me, don't read more into it than necessary (which by the way, I am famous for reading far more into things that necessary). Just so many expectations, disappointments, challenges and goals. things to look forward to and an occasional regret.
Hop. step. Can't stay here, move forward .....