All of those things.
The truth in life is that sometimes Things. Just . Suck.
My instinct is to avoid, run, ignore, pretend.
Sometimes, though, you have to feel all the feels. Well, I felt them all last night. And I have a feelings hangover this morning, thank you very much. I do wish I would have had the tequila I thought about having. I do have a lime in the frig after all.
But that would not have erased the heaviness in my heart and the fact that I am going to have an extraordinary friend move on to a new place.
I am hoping that in some way I do NOT understand yet- good things will come from this. I'm pretty sure it will, at least for someone. But until then, I am not enjoying this at all.