Now this is not going to surprise anyone- I am really feeling adrift today!
Of course I torture myself over so many, many things in this life, but this is a weird thing. My Christmas has been turned on it's ear. I had Christmas already- STRANGE. Our typical Christmas eve is totally altered this year. Suddenly. VERY strange. And then what is Tuesday going to be? Christmas, but I already did that. So now what?
At least some of the kids will be home, so that is a really good thing, and I will see them all again this weekend, which is delightful. I also will see my siblings and my mom, which is also delightful! So now I have to come up with some new/alternative traditions to use. This is definitely a transition year for me. I am having the kids choose something for me to make for dinner tonight and Christmas day, then I don't have to actually make the decision! win/win
I will be starting my day by doing a really long walk, as I have a lot of ick in my system, and then will be figuring out what to do for the next few days. I have a feeling it will involve a lot of time outside. I mean, why not, right?!
And I will be trying to find joy in a new tradition sort of way!