Ups and downs, joys and sorrows, happy and sad, tragedy and triumph.... it all seems to be more magnified during this time of the year.
For a few reasons today (sorry, Elizabeth!!! so regretful) I am feeling down. I have expectations that cannot be met during the holidays. I do the best I can to be a joy giver, but I do fail at times. But I have said before, the clouds are necessary for the gorgeous sunsets and sunrises. You have a bit of sorrow to make the joy more precious. That is life.
I wonder why sometimes I can't be truly happy with what I have. It seems sometimes I'm not. Is this a good thing? Idk, but I do know that no matter what the outcome, I usually don't regret my choices. There is always something to learn and ways to grow. Can't change things too much, so I am going with what I find to be the right things for me. There are many facets to these statements, so don't worry about me. I'm fine.